The journey was very intense, but yet interesting. I realised there is a lot of sadness, guilt and crave underneath my anger. This is very new and strange for me to see this part of me.
To be honest, it wasn’t an easy or pleasant experience to take care of these emotions. However, I am very grateful, because it allows me to understand myself on a deeper level.
I am forever thankful for my teacher and my new TT buddies, all your support and sincerity made me realise how important it is to be honest to myself. I will always keep that in mind in order to stay close to my true self. I have to be aware of my action and the intention behind.
The training is now completed; my vacation is finished. Back in Norway I started to feel empty and lost again, anger and self-hatred arises, I blamed myself for not being “better or smarter”. Right away “Forgive Myself” popped up in my mind, one of the advice from my teacher in this training, I decided to write it down, keep it in my wallet as a reminder, and immediately I feel relieved.
Even though the training is now completed, I know that there is a lot more to learn in my life. I will walk this journey with an open-handed attitude.